AAh what a day.. this has been quite an eventful day... people happy with me in office... friends have been supercool with me... and they didnt even ask anything from for being that cool... strange.!!!
so i speak with somebody today and realise( i am not yet sure whether its gonna be the final truth or not).. and she cares for me...!!!
ok now that dosent really should make me happy... but i am fine atleast with the thought of it..
so we talk after say a month or so... and you complain that we have lost touch...oh yes ofcourse we have lost the touch.. and that too deliberatly...hai na??? and you realise it after a month... not that i was savouring the thought of it all this month but yes i was more aware of the situation than you. yes, i was the only reason was bcoz i care for u yet... yes i still care for u...
so we talk after a month and you tell me that you are going to leave... god damm... tell me something new... i have already known this things.. havent we spoken hours before this on the same topic??? and i have prepared myself to face it... time and again... yes i am prepared to face this reality... i m not going to cry, i am not going to whine, i m not going smoke a lot on this... But i have decided i am going to be happy because you are moving to achieve your dreams... yes only your dreams.!!!
so we speak after a month and u make me realise that you have been ignoring me(again... tell me something new i knew this since the time you started doing it!). you also explain me the reasons why you have been doing because you didnt wanted me to be more involved in you... Thank you so much for concern...this shows you are jus ignoring me you havent stopped caring( or probably you must have... this might be jus another oasis). You say that you do get hurt when i feel bad.. trust me i am hurt more when my friends are hurt because of me... DID i mention friends?...Yes you are my friend and you will always remain one...no matter what name i try to give to our relation.. one thing remains and thts the eternal truth...WE ARE FRIENDS!!!
so we speak after a month and you wonder how exactly we are going to be in touch... you wonder because we were incapable of being in touch with each other being near
(oh yes taking in concern where you are going ... where do you stay today is very close)... well you need not worry... u never worried for that matter... and even if u did it never showed... and i am not going to complain because i have got used to it..Rather you have made me used to it...
so you dont really get worried about we losing touch with each other... because i am going to preserve the moments we have been together... i m gonna keep them in one corner of my heart... the moments we shared ... the moment i saw you for the first time in the white salwar witha bit of powder and high sandals (which then u said u normally never wore)...the moment we hugged... moments we spent gazing into each others eyes...forgetting the world around... moments we spent under one umbrella... moements we spent roaming in the rain with the who cares attitude... moment when we held hands for the first time...moment when i said "i am crazy for u" and u smiled... moment when you gave me the friendship gift asking me to be your best frends... and i smiled at your innocence...moment when i almost had a fight with the rickshaw wala on the first meeting... moment when i came to Pune bcause you had met with the accident... all broke...lol...and thinking how shall i react when i see you... the moment when your face turned red when i said " kasli fuutlee aahe bagh hi"... the moment when you said i hope you wont feel ashamed to go out with me for the dinner bcoz of this bruised face...the moment when you helped me with 300 Bucks so that i can go home...the moment when i called you up and told you that we wont be able to continue the relation.. the moment when i called u up from college just to say that i love you...the moment when we watched the movie half the time i being happy that i can lean on your shoulder and hold your hand... the moment in cyber cafe at talaopali... the moment when we were sitting on talaopali and umesh was watching us,, bechaara had kept him like that waiting till eternity... the moement when i will say lets go and you used to will go after 15 mins and then sitting their for the next hour...the moment when we met early in the morning at 6:30 at Thane station and i said a teary eyed good bye to you because you were going to meet him...the moment when you told me you are into a relationship already and the way i reacted to it... the moment about how badly( according to you) i behaved when i was in a Multiplex with you and with the watchman ofcourse...and many more....
so you see i have so many moments to make you remember me when you come back.. so dont worry about we losing touch with each other... with this many reasons i dont think we will lose touch.. hai na???
and you say....
not to miss Just updating this song as was listening to this while writing this...super sexy song...
Aankhen Bhi Hoti Hai Dil Ki Zubaan
Aankhen Bhi Hoti Hai Dil Ki Zubaan
Bin Bole Kardeti Hai Halat Yeh Pal Mein Bayan
Aankhen Bhi Hoti Hai Dil Ki Zubaan
Bin Bole Kardeti Hai Halat Yeh Pal Mein Bayan
Aankhen Bhi Hoti Hai Dil Ki Zubaan
Khamoshi Bhi To Pyaar Hai
Rakhti Bahut Yeh Asar Hai
Kab Ishq Hojaye Yaha Dil Ko Kahan Yeh Khabar Hai
Do Din Bhi Yeh Silsile Chup Sake Hai Kahan
Aankhen Bhi Hoti Hai Dil Ki Zubaan
Aankhen Bhi Hoti Hai Dil Ki Zubaan
Hume Neend Aye Na Jab Aankhon Mein
Badhne Lage Bekarari
Shabnam Ko Bhi Chune Se Jab
Mehsoos Ho Chingari
To Aisa Lagta Hai
Ek Hai Zameen Aasmaan
Aankhen Bhi Hoti Hai Dil Ki Zubaan
Aankhen Bhi Hoti Hai Dil Ki Zubaan
Bin Bole Kardeti Hai Halat Yeh Pal Mein Bayan
Bin Bole Kardeti Hai Halat Yeh Pal Mein Bayan
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What do i say so sweet...n as i rode past ur memory lane it ws :) :)n indeed life proves evrytime itz own harsh realities n ur aware of it...Ive gone through this myslf n find myslf wondering,compelling myslf to think abt these fundas tht why do pple change...v can't they b sme some moments later...????..why knowin inspite of the fact the persons who luv the most hurt u the most...?why cant thngs happen whn they need to happen admitted therez a proper time to evrythng..but it cums to u whn u r unprepared n whn u wnt it..it just slips away..u wud say itz circumstnces situations..bt hadn't
these sme situations&circumstnces played the role before..y did they chnge now..y?? n so many questions???Life is life..no matter wht hmmmm.
Nwyz comin bck to the song..yesh
itz my favt too..so true n apt:D &
as u said supersexy;)
Luv ya lods Da... :)
hmmm so im not the first this time, i missed u tellin me u had posted... sorry honey was sleeping
anyways abt the post... lemme tell u i was smiling the entire time while reading, lovely memories and i know how fresh they are and will always remain.
i know coz i have loads myself and whether the person stays in our life or not, these memories remain etched in our minds like flowers in between the pages of the book called 'life'.
pata hai tujhe u have a very strong sense of belief in all the people u call ur friends...{might i add, im really glad i'm one} and thats the one thing that makes u even more beautiful (inside) than i can already put in words.
ps: the song is lovely, one of my favs too... and i think u shd listen to murderer by rihanna as well...postin the lyrics in the next comment.
love u like always
vands
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah
PS: i got that wrong, the song's called "unfaithful" and not murderer but whatever u'll know why i wanted u to read.
Hi Honey,
I'm short of wrds rite now..all i'll say is..my eyes had dried up completely..der were no tears left for ne1..or so i believed...untill i read dis....
i wish all d happines for u in dis world....be happy n keep smiling...love ya buddy!!
Are u ever goin to update this blog??
I loved this post. It is so close to heart and yet so refreshing.
Yes, memories never fade... they just shift to some remote corner of our hearts.
And the song is awesome, one of my favourites.
Keep posting.
Cuckoo
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